too much geek -post 44

After some hunting around I found my boxes of Magic cards. I don’t have too much. Two long boxes full, that’s it and they’re mostly crappy older cards. Not like cards of today where everything that comes out has some sort of ability. Crazy @_@ They’re just sitting in my basement doing nothing so why not dump them like I did my comics and put some moneys in my pocket. But before I do that maybe I’ll have another few games.

I decide to make a quick deck up and play with the guys at work since it would seem that more the a few have decided to play at lunch time. I looked at my cards and quickly discovered that I haven’t done anything with them in 10 years! I only have a vague idea of how to put a deck together now. I run though my blue and black cards, throwing together a deck in 15 min before I go to bed. Then next day I sat and played with the others and it was fun. I didn’t sit there and think “ahhh… this is great!” I remember more of high school and the arguments that the game caused. *Sigh* That and there’s this other thing…

See… I’m a geek. I play video games, I’m an artist that makes video games, and I draw erotic cartoons. BIG GEEK (and perv ^_^)! But I never feel geeky. I’ve learned to keep my geek in check. It only comes out when it’s appropriate. But when I play Magic… I feel uber geeky. So geeky that I’m almost to embarrassed play. *shame* I guess that Magic completely takes me back to high school when being a geek didn’t really get you anywhere and so I tried to hide my inner geek.

Ehrm…! Back to the games at lunch… I lost, maybe I’ll try and refine my deck a bit and see if I can play a better game tomorrow. If I can’t shake the bad feelings then I’ll probably dump them.

god… I’m such a geek.

Funny that I feel that drawing smut is less geeky then playing Magic ^_^


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