Wandering and Wondering

[Guest]

Is it the loneliness of creation in silence? Perhaps the lack of ambiguous ambition, or the tolerance of disparity in socialization, but something brings the seeker back again and again. Much to the chagrin, much to the sanguine, and the addiction of ‘friend’; or maybe it is more the total of intelligence in reflection by connection. Whatsoever it be, the question remains…

What up people?

How is everything going here? It seems like ages, but I see there are still good things to be found so I wonder if you all wouldn’t mind having a nice little conversation. Perhaps fill me in on the goings on since last we crossed paths?

If not, I can always blather on until the thread is filled by my own conversational skills that merely engorge my own post count. In other words, don’t make me talk to myself people. Because I will… oh yes… and it won’t be pretty.

Love. -MMX

[Guest]

I warned ya.

Hey X! Man long time no see, where the heck you been man? Around here? Well we got a lot of great new artists, many of which are posting rapidly in an effort to get better and better at their art. You should check them out and give them some advice, comments or encouragemnet. And I’m sure you noticed the paint chat is kinda gone awol. Balade hasn’t been around much either. Like you actually, but a lot of other artist have shown up, like I said, and they are keeping the art section very active. You been by there yet? You should update your gallery there too. What have you been up too anyway?

Oh yeah, and welcome back!

[Guest]

Who was that last guy?

Thanks, yeah I’ve been real busy. Got a job to pay off some debt but had to quit because I had some health scares. In the end I actually amasses even more debt in medical bills, but I’m getting over it now or at least trying. No paint chat? Dang, that was my favorite part. It was awesome to draw and talk with everybody.

Still it is great to see all these new artists coming along, and yeah I did check out the artist area. I’m seeing some real improvement, I suppose I should comment and what not but I’m more afraid of offending some of the newer folks… I’m not really into some of things they’re drawing, but I do support their goal of becoming a better artist, but I feel if I post in their threads it will be like I’m condoning what their drawing. It’s a tough decision, I mean on the one hand I would love to help them grow as artist with constructive criticism, but on the other hand I don’t think I can be impartial enough while giving my opinion to suppress my full opinion. And I don’t want to scare anyone off. Not that I would insult them mind you, it’s just I know how sensitive people can be in the early stages.

None the less, artwise? Ah. Not much in fact, still on my DnD Kick, and no not 4.0 -I’m still on 3.5, but I’ve narrowed it down to a definite character choice and I’ve been drawing him a lot. Don’t think folks would be interested in that though. My art has improved though. Slightly. But still it is an improvement, and I do need to work on my female form. I suppose this would be the best place to try myself out, but I so rarely have the time to work as hard on an image as I want. and yet I am still so enthralled by the subtleties of the line. Oh and I totally want a Playstation three but am too poor to buy one, doesn’t that suck?

[Guest]

totally.

I know right? but fundamentally we can’t always get what we want especially in the state of things per our day. I realize of course that economically speaking there isn’t a lot one can do for the greater good when the greater good is not a collective process of thought but rather a collection of thoughts progressive, that is to say you and I are both dealing with a difference of expression and experience that has neither consequences or reactions dealing with a whole before the gratification of self-personification and delusional outside influences, before we think or choose to think that which is thought about us we need to rather consider the thinking that led to the thought you and I needed to think so therefore thinking in general can become more thoughtful in a variation of philosophical procession or something.

[Nafruf]

Ummmmmmmm wow, dont quite know what to say ;D

[Guest]

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...what?

[Nafruf]

Werll you certainly are creative thats for sure

[Cheetah]

not disturbing.. no... not at at..

[Guest]

Nobody tells me nuthen'

Hmph. Must be an inside joke or something… oh well!

Hey all, long time no see, how have you been? What’s been going on around here? Naf is a mod now? Couldn’t of happened to a nicer fellow! What happened to the paint chat? How was the convention? You going to do a convention report? Is the forum stable again? oh and nice changes Big Cheese-tah, I like the more polished look. Frames rock! But you didn’t get the idea from me, oh ho ho ho ho! No… seriously… I admit to nothing.

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COUNTER MEASURES!
*smoke bomb*
*Flee*

[Nafruf]

I can field some of these. Yes I am a mod now, woohoooz. Thanks for the vote of confidence =D Paintchat went bellyup, was steady for awhile but things just didnt pan out.

Whats been happening, not a whole heckuva lot. Where is evybody?!

[Guest]

No, not Fay Ray.

S'what I was wondering, as for myself I’m really busy down in Florida helping my extended family move. Now I live in North Carolina, so getting use to the sheer heat down here was a problem… and then Fay came along. Now THAT was fun. I’m in Orlando.

[Ro]

well hi welcome back.. sorry I didn't reply before now..
I've bin busy..
and then I've bin down..
and then I've bin away..
and then I got back..
and now I'm getting ready to start the last year of school..
and then I'll be busy again, making my batchler

but yeah.. I finally got to drawing again.. and I'm trying to spend more time here

also.. I'm planing on making me a Fursuit.. or at least see if I can get the materials here in this boring town

and that's kinda it

[Guest]

Unless it was made of sponge...

Oi, I could never wear a fursuit. I've worn my share of costumes onstage in hot lights, includeing dancing in a three piece suit, but I could never wear one of them large full body fur-covered ones... Unzip the back and out pours five gallons of water and two pounds of salt. bleh.

Now one of thoes skin tight air-brushed body suits, that I could consider wearing. Especially if it had enough double layer mesh to allow my skin to breath. I've already made quite a few costumes for productions, but I've found the right material for a bodysuit. And air brushing it would be difficult. But this would all be assuming I had the money to show it off at some convention in teh first place. Which I dinna.

Oh well~
What do you plan on makin' Ro?

[Ro]

What do you plan on makin' Ro?

well.. I really wanna make my box fursona (bear/fox mix) alsow.. its the best/easiest one for a fursuit I think

and I'm working on a model-sheet for it too

[Guest]

Sounds cute.

Well as a fellow Hybrid I concur that the best tastes taste well together! I'd love to see your work on it, but then, I'd love to see anything you've done. As for my own character, there would be no way to make a costume for him, not without major resources, I'm talking hollywood fx here! woo! But then, that is why I love drawing them so much. I'm a sucker for detail.

Kinda sucks though is the lack of work because of the economey at the momment. Finding a job I can stand is hard enough, let alone any job at all. Anxiety is a beyatch to deal with, and from what i've been told I have somehow developed super anxiety. Something to do with Bi polarism's progressive decline as I age. Which is new to me, but dealing with new things is a part of life. Am I right?